asking someone for marry, is not easy as that you saying it. you need to get to know each other, you need to learn how to be struggle when you think you don’t need it. hey, like I’m said getting married is mixing two mind into one. you have to support each other whatever it takes or whatever it going through. getting married I thought need to a lot of preparation, not only about ready or not who you are, it is savings to our children that I’ll be bear for, how their future in our hands, am I too complicated to think about this? that’s why I need to prepare my self at first to be a wife, a mom to our little family.